If you were asked to assess your life up to today, what
would you say? Would you sing along with
John Peterson, “Jesus Led Me All the Way”?
Or would you sigh along with Jacob, “Few and evil have been the days of
the years of my life”? (Gen. 47:9) I
think this is one of the saddest verses in Scripture for a man of faith to
utter. In light of God’s abundant grace
it is hard to conceive this attitude, but Jacob said it.
There are no doubts that Jacob had troubles. He was a cheat and was cheated. He wanted it all on his terms both when at
home with Isaac and Rebekah and in Padan-Aram with his new family. Both times
his impatience and greed cost him dearly.
His dissatisfaction led to family turmoil in both his birth home and his
new home. All of that is true, but it is
not the whole story.
The whole story is that God had chosen him by grace
before he was born to receive the covenant and the promises. Before his birth Jesus was leading him! After his great sin toward Isaac, God
appeared to him in a dream with many precious promises. After his deceit toward Laban, God appeared
to him again with more assurances. When
confronted by his potentially murderous brother God again appeared to him and
renewed the promises and the covenant.
When faced by the hostility of the Canaanites after the rape of Dinah
and his son’s retribution for it, God stayed the hand of the heathens by
placing a fear of Himself within them.
When he thought he had lost his favorite son, God had really preserved
him for the ultimate salvation of the entire family and Jacob got to see him
again. Instead of starving in Canaan God
gave him a home with plenty in Egypt. God’s
abundant grace and the leading hand of Jesus were on his life from beginning to
end.
Instead of grumping Jacob should have sung Edward
Bickersteth’s hymn “Peace, Perfect Peace”.
Bickersteth takes all the complaints of Jacob and gives them a crisp
reply from the throne of grace. The
complaints are: “In this dark world of sin, sorrows surging round, future all
unknown” and “death shadowing us and ours.”
God’s grace answers: “Jesus whispers peace within, on Jesus bosom naught
but calm is found, Jesus knows and He is on the throne, Jesus has vanquished
death” and lastly, “Jesus calls us to heaven’s perfect peace.” There was abundant grace for all of Jacob’s
troubles and ours. Rejoice in the
answers of Grace that God supplies and sing with Bickersteth, “Peace, Perfect
Peace.”